i need u mum ;(

' Jangan pernah mengharapkan orang lain untuk mencintai kita seperti kita mencintai dia,

sebagaimana kita tidak menyukai dipaksa menyayangi orang lain.

sayangi lah walau hanya dalam hati .'

I was motivated by this phrase. My mum keeps on telling me that ;

'' Find someone who loves you from all his heart and not the one who you love the most ''

LATER THEN I FOUND THE PHRASE BELOW ;

Andainya lelaki tahu. Apabila seorang perempuan mengalirkan air mata, itu bukan bermakna dia lemah tetapi dia sedang mencari kekuatan untuk terus tabah menyintai lelaki itu. Andainya lelaki tahu. Apabila seorang perempuan marah, memang dia tidak mampu mengawal perasaannya tapi percayalah, itulah maknanya dia sangat mengambil berat.

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Jangan jadi BODOH laa Emmy !

kau x mungkin dapat dye balik lah .

It's over okay !

Enough Enough Enough !

Wake up Emmy . Please . It's not worth at all .

He's not into you okay !!!

I'm done !

baik sangat pon salah . jadi JAHAT lagi la salah .

bile dah layan baik2 tak pulak dapat layanan baik .

but it's how the world runs sekarang nie .

but i just don't mind .

cause i'm not like others lah fighting to get the loved one .

macam takde MARUAH pom ade gak kan nak gaduh2 .

nak berebut2 lelaki .

HELLO ! so not me okay.

i can find someone else lah .

I'm not too DESPERATE lorhhh ! * wink wink

just take whatever yours lah .

i'm not really a fighter because i was raised to have a good manner.

i was raised to behave myself .

saye x BAJET HOT sbb saye mmg x hot pom .

kalo mmg HOT tape la nk bajet hot pon kan ? kan ?

but no matter how we're still from the same sources lah .

cantik macam mane pom belom tentu kekal sampai bile2 .

but for those yg Allah bagi rupa cantik tuh .

be grateful lah ckit .

kalo muke je cantik tp x reti nak behave tak payah la..

syukur saye tade muke cantik macam org lain so org x kan cakap saye macam tuh .

so just get what u want .

nak sangat kan ambik jela awak .

i'm not going to act like a child nk berebut2.

i'm 20 . old enough to think like a WOMAN not a girl .

BTW, hey Mr. just have fun with those lies.

2nd chance ? 3rd chance ? 100th chance ?

just forget it cause i'm not giving it anyway.

FYI, i've gone thru a lot with my past so i'm done with it !

once broken considered sold !

Kami kaki jalan-jalan

assalamualaikum wbt .

dah bersawang belog saye nie sbb lame x update .

lately saye busy lahh ..

* kalah retis taw . HAHA

nie pon update sbb bosan je rase macam jari nie rajin plak nk type2 ..

so layan jela jari jemari kontot gua nie . HAHA

semalam kuar teman mereka aka konco2 saye nie pergi sopin raye .

sopin x ngigat u olls ..

letih tahap gaban ..

plus dgn panas macam nk terbakor perghhhh . SUPERB .

awal nye pergi berdua je alih2 nik call cakap dye pon nk join .,

ape lagi jadi kuli laa dye smalam. HAHA

pergi Mid Valley , mase smpai tuh org tak ramai pon ..

cakap kat reha ; x ramai plak org ari nie kat mid

sejam pastu ..

; weyyhh reha mane datang org reramai nie ..

HAHHAHHAHAHA

orang macam semut . SUMPAH

pas nie terus lompat masok monorail pergi times square .

haa kat cni plak ramai budak2 yg baru nk up duk melepak ..

penuh dgn diorg je dalam monorail tuh ..

letih gilerrr jalan2 kat sane .

pikir nk bukak pose je . x tahan .

* macam budak2 x saye ? HAHA

* dah letih sgt jalan . hehe

pastuh teros ambik LRT pergi jalan TAR .

Q panjang 1km kat kaunter . letih dowhh q nak beli tiket . hoho

sampai je Sogo , perghhh bapak ramai manusia ..

nak jalan tgk2 baju kat Jln Tar tu pon x boleh ..

senang citer x payah jalan org akan tolak je kiter smpai depan ..

lebam kaki jalan x ngigat .

then nk bukak pose tmpat plak tade ..

semua penuh lah .

then terpakse naik lrt pergi pudu bukak kat sane je .

saye tapau nasi lauk ayam n ikn pari RM4 je ..

sayang makcik tuh lebih . Muaahhxx . heeeee

then balik singgah plak aishhroom

* bak kate si pelat nik . HAHA

boleh tahan la rase nye ..

syokkk gak sbb dapat gelak2 hilang penat ..

balik mandi pastu terus tidur mati .

HAHA XD

bangun pagi je tgk ade mesej from abg ipar saye .

Alhamdulilah kak min saye dpt bersalin .

dapat beby girl yawww !

awesome !

p/s : kaki wa patah riuk tp wa rase sonok ! HAHA

' Break fast with the crew '

* muke lapaaaqqqqq . HAHA

alhamdulillah dah masuk hari ke 8 puase .

yeahhhh !

lg 22 hari je nak raye . raye . raye .

* macam budak2 plak saye counting hari raye .HAHA

anda semua camne ?

mampu lagi ke ?

ke dah surrender dah ? kaymon laa baru 8 hari kot . HAHA

chill ye semua . HAHA

memandangkan dah genap seminggu puase so kitorg decide nak bukak kat luar ari nie .

*psstt..actually reha yg excited nk bukak kat luar dgn boyfie dye.. baru hangat bercinta la katekan .. HAHA

so layan jela karenah reha tuh ..

sonok plak tgk diorang tuh . HAHA

so we decide to break fast kat kedai baru bukak depan uitm melang ..
Melang Pot . hohoho

baru je bukak seminggu ( kate nik si boyfie reha ) ..

* nik dgn tahap kelaparan yg rendah .

HAHAHA

* baby and darling . HAHAHAH

tp 1 je yg x puas aty air x smpai pon . bengang gak la .

tp tape la sbb puase kot .

* nasib baik nik yg belanje semua td . syiok2 . selamat duit . fuhhh . HAHA

* ingore this ugly make up off face ;)

Location : Melang Pot , Melang
Rating Stars : Tggu saye jadi food journalist dulu . HAHA

SELAMAT POSE SEMUA !

I'm Taken

sonokk sonokk sonokk nyeee !

hehehehhehe

asal entry saye cenggini ?

haaaaaa..

sebab saye rase saye orang paling lucky ari nie..

kenafe ? kenafe ?

sebab today was a fairy tale ..

* bagi saye macam tuu laa

i've never thought for all of this..

but today it just happened..

haaa hamekk !

apee korang rase kalo dapat mnde comeyy cenggini..

cair beb !

hahahahhaha..

x penahh dalam idup dapat mnde nie at last dapat gak ..

* nampak sgt saye x laku dulu enn ? hahaha

ehh jap2 jgn woww dulu taw..

saye dapat ring laaa !

cool x ?

propose live dalam kete ..

okayy laa tuh enn ??

hahahahhhahaha

so what's my ans ??

will u say NO to a person u have done all this to u ?

NEVER rite ?

so the ans was definitely YES !

tapi tapi tapi tapi ..

the best thing was ari nie saye dapat tgk lelaki menggelabahh jumpe saye..

awesome kot ! hahahhaha

btw ' BEST MAN WINS '

* I'M ALREADY TAKEN

Never Say No To LOVE

halloo halloo hallooooooo

wahhh dah lame x tekan2 keyboard tunjuk skill typing ..

hahahahhahaha

okay enough with it and let's move on to the topic ..

hurmm korang penah dgr x a phrase saying ;

* the 1st will be the last

sure korang penah dgr laa enn if x konpem korang tipu ..

baek korang ngaku cepattt .. dosa ooo tipu2 nie .. hohoho

if korang tnye saye my answer sounds like this ;

* the 1st will only remain as 1st , not the last

wanna know why ?

sebab we are in the real world laa ..

there is no such thing dat the 1st will be the last ..

people changed ..

i've gone thru the situation where the promises will only remain as promises ..

alaa ..

we did make a lot of promises but in the end we are the who betray them ..

tp saye salute gilerrr arr sesape yg cuma ade 1 love je spnjg hidup dye ..

i mean those yg kapel for the 1st time and end up kawin ..

saye salute gilerrr arr korang ..

kalo dulu saye pon nak camtu gak but it's fate ..

kiter x leh halang our fate rite ?

okay2 saye dah lari topic plakk ..

atoyaiiii

ermm if org tnye saye enn is there any chance to the 2nd love ?

i would say yes but i just dont know when ..

let the time decides everything ..

to me xperlu laa nak cakap 1st will be the last ..

dusta ar semua ..

kalo lahh camtu enn sampai biler2 laa x kawin ..

am i rite ?

so i think it's better for korang semua to change the thought ..

let's give a 2nd , 3rd or even 100th chance to fill ur heart will the feeling of being in love ..

trust me

* being single is awesome but being in love is priceless

we just cant buy the feeling of being in love ..